I was looking forward to that

I probably have bought more than 20 pieces of toys or baby care products for my 5 month baby that would not even be using them for another year or so. And even for those that she can use, we are not even sure about how to use them. The fact is, the only thing that I can look forward to, is to play with her. So, why would I leave her to toys and equipments if I wanted to play with her myself. So, don’t you think, I should have saved all the money for her future?